Isn't someone missing?

please, please forgive me but i won't be home again. maybe someday you'll have woke up, and, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "isn't something missing?" I feel so damn inexistent again. I'm not sad because the happiness I had from my conversation with Rex is still circulating in my blood. Talking with him like we were really close friends feels good in the heart. Not only because I like him and I'm crushing on him but also because I didn't have to look into his eyes to see the softness of his character. We are alike in some ways. I just wish I get to know him a little better. you won't cry for my absence, i know - you forgot me long ago. am i that unimportant? am i so insignificant? isn't something missing? isn't someone missing me? No one seems to remember me. Everybody's making everybody testimonials on Friendster except for me, everone's texting everyone except for me, they all send each other messages through whatsoever but seems like they've forgotten li'l old ME. Nobody's answering my message, nobody would even care to ask how I was, nobody would respond to my texts... Well, there are some but not those who I expect to. I'm used to these 'cause I've been through this a thousand times before; I try to be there for everybody but no one would be there for me. Nothing new, really. That made me what I am now. Numb enough not to care to remember or even consider other people's feelings just to save myself. Things just keep on happening over and over again, one big deja vu! even though i'd be sacrificed, you won't try for me, not now. though i'd die to know you love me, i'm all alone. isn't someone missing me? The song fits me well at anytime of the day, any day of the week 'cause like I said nobody seems to remember I'm still here. I'll be seeing them again this June but I doubt it things will be the same. I mean, I'll be shifting to another course, be meeting new people, hanging out with different friends, and be trying new things with myself. Nothing will change totally... I think... I'm not sure. I'm hav