Falling Again

Whoa! For the first time in almost two years, I went back to Lucena. The place didn't change much except for a lot of new faces, lot of new homes and trees that grew a lot since I was gone. I got to hang out with Jobelle, my highschool bestfriend, and know her more. She's more liberal than I ever thought. We're totally different and have definitely different views on things. But I think that's good because she is just being true to herself not like those pretentious freaks I know. I also had an opportunity to talk to an old special friend. It was good that we went by good, just like before and like nothing changed.

Finally, I have my own radio blog. Thank God for Matt, who helped in my search for a server but found none so he had no choice but host my blog. I never thought he'd do me such big favor. That's big for me, I dunno 'bout you [Yes, you, reader!]. I want to add up some more song maybe some other time because I'm too lazy to convert mp3s today.

Sigh! Sigh! I suddenly felt this desperation of wanting to meet Cogie Domingo in person. I hardly remember when I last felt this but I've been crushing on Cogie since highschool. I tried to search him on friendster but a lot of 'cogies' appeared. I tried asking Renz if he knows anyone who knows him but he doesn't know anyone. He suggested Gabby Valenciano, who is a friend of his but had no contact with him. But even if he does, I doubt it if he'll have any connection with Cogie. I searched Yahoo for sites but no official site. What if I make a site for him just like the site Renan made for Kyla? But I can't yet until I meet him personally. I just need to see him in person and greet him and I will be the happiest girl alive. I need to see him. Waaaah!

I don't really understand what is in him and why I love him so. I just do. I share him with a thousand girls though he isn't really mine. I just love staring at his face, his eyes, running the cursor over his face as if him my hands were touching his face and as if he's really there. I'm not obsessed, just in-love and there's nothing you [All of you!] can do about it. My friends think it's funny, I'm funny but... Uh, like I care?! I just love what I'm feeling. Help me, anybody. If you know this guy, tell me ok? Thanks!!!

I wish for you on a falling star, wondering where you are... Will I ever cross your mind?