Climbing the Walls

Yesterday was a really fine Friday. I saw Sir Raymond, someone whom I haven't seen for quite sometime now. And he smiled at me. Wow! One of the very few people who believed in me. A smile from those people are always rejuvinating. I saw him twice. He reminds me so much of Sir Greg, who also believed in what I can do but I think I failed him. It's only now that I realized what I've done. I can't let them down now. My friends also believe in me and I trust it and I'll use that to give me power. I also came across Felson yesterday and we decided to audition for PPS together. That's one big step but I'm willing to take it and have the thrill of a lifetime. I don't really know I have anything to show there, if ever, 'cause I only know a few songs -most of them I onluy know a portion of- and I'm not confident of how I look right now and not even sure if my voice is competitive enough to get through that. But I'd still try it. Not only will I get to face my biggest fear - hahaha! It's embarassing to say but I have stage fright. I get nervous, shaky, my ears feels hot and my heart beats thrice the ordinary pace when I sing infront of a lot of people, even if it's just infront of the class - but I'll also get the chance to see the stars or if God allows it, I can be one of them (I'll dream on and live 'em!)... I'm not sure if I can do that in just a year but nothing will be impossible if I put my mind into it!

Nothing is impossible.

Impossible is nothing.

2005 is now at its 3rd quarter and so far, big things happened and more bigger things are bound to. Let's see... I was able to shift from Computer Science to Information Technology, Backstreet Boys has a new album and I got a copy and they are MTV's Artist of the Month for July, No more Gothicism (valid term? I'm not sure!), I am enlightened of what I wanna do with my life for the next 2 and a half years, I'm enjoying life more right now, I'm just 3 degrees (the least)away from the bright lights, I'm almost near to finding Cogie... And a lot more. Actually, I'm running out of things to right and I don't wanna right about Cogie that much 'cause you (reader) might think I'm... well, hahaha! Obsessed? Nah! I just don't know what to right about. I just felt I needed to blog today.

About the title... Climbing the Walls is one of the songs in BSB's new album. I thought using it would be appropiate because that's what I feel like doing because I'm thinking of ways to meet Cogie - climb the wall that stands between us. Sweet? Nope, it's loving! Hehehe...