A doze of E!

Today is a very Exciting day. I left home 1 and a half hour earlier than I should so I can drop by Robinson's Place to grab a copy of S Magazine that featured Cogie's condominium. I'm so close to locating him. I got the clues I needed and all I need now is enough money to go there myself. There might be others who are lucky enough to meet him and greet him before me but that doesn't bother me. I know the Soul of the World will conspire to help me get what I want most. (I call upon thee, Hear my plea!) That magazine article will be another addition to my collection. Hehe... Wait a minute! Aha! I remember Kat telling me about the Candy Magazine September 2001 issue (Fact: Cogie made history for being the first guy to make it on a Candy cover, and another fact: I missed that one!)s he has. She asked me if I want that one. Hmm... I'll ask that from her tomorrow. That issue made me search every single bookstore in Lucena that I know to get that one precious issue but still I failed and now, here's Kat (love you, Kat!). Truly a brand new day leaves brand new lessons, thoughts and memories. One of the gifts I got today is Enlightenment. There are certain things that has clouds to be cleared and the stars are finally coming out one-by-one. Thank the heavens above! I have never been Enthralled on anything for as long as I can remember and so the heavens allowed me to be, today. We were supposed to have a long quiz in Retorika with a substitute teacher today but good news came. A herald (a student from another class) sent a message from the Queen (Mrs. Escoto, our Retorika teacher) summoning us to the Great Hall (hehe... Tanghalang Julian Felipe). And so we went. There was this program for Fil-Am scholars from Hawaii. I thought it was gonna be boring but I ended up Enjoying what was in sight. (READ: My enthrallment starts in this part.) One of the scholars is a cutie, I remember his name is James Blocke (I'm not sure if I spelled it right). But that is not it. There was two intermission numbers done by DLSU-D's Filipiniana Dance Group. There was this girl who danced the Singkil and there was a certain glow in her eyes that reminded me of tales about sirens/ mermaids that uses some kind of magic to catch (is that the right word?) their men. Her eyes are speaking the language of the dance but of course there's no lesbianism as I'm saying this. I just know how to appreciate art when I see it. It seems like years since I've seen anybody dance an ethnic dance that way, down right enchanting. Speaking of eyes... I was looking at my newly-bought, fresh-from-the-magazine-stand(Booksale... hehe!) magazine. Sinking me eyes deeply in to Cogie's eyes, magnificently printed on glossy paper, I saw something but I don't know what. I must be crazy imagining myself tracing my fingers around his face, touching his lips, wanting so much to kiss him (Awww...). I'm not really sure what I'm seeing. Is it longing? The feeling of imcompleteness (is that a valid word?)? Hurt? Loneliness? I have no idea. I don't know but there's one thing I'm sure of: I need to meet him, some way or some how. I'm almost there. Wait for me...