Look!

I finally got a picture of that Felise and her sister. There was an article saying that she already gave birth and is already coming out of the hospital this Tuesday. What could he be feeling right now? What do they need? Why are they doing this? I wish I could be there for him...

Marissa Scott and Felise Cruz

I don't know what to think of them. It hurts to read that article. People may see me as just a fan but absurd as it sounds, I love him. I know this blog was made for me, and should contain everything about me but I can't help but be affected. Most of the stuff I write in here are about him and me. 'Cuase I think I see something in him that others cannot. Maybe that was what I saw in his eyes in one of his latest pictures that I've got from S Magazine. They seem so lonely. Man, it sucks that I can do nothing about it. Looking at her and if ever she's telling the truth that they really had something between them before, then there's a pretty good chance that he may be interested of me too when he meets me. Hehehe... again, I'm kidding but I half mean it.

*takes a deep breath then sighs*

Today was somehow fine. I was late for my 7am class. While waiting for the guys, we hanged out in the parking lot during the break and talked about some showbiz stuff. Then when Kat and Renan went to their next class then I came to see the others then we went to Chrysler's dormitory. Patrick went to play at Virtus, Jerome went to the chape to meet and talk to Johan, Randy slept, I don't know where Iam went and what he did and Val and I played Patrick's XBox.

My thumbs are hurting when I went out of the room. I didn't win, not even once, over Val. We first played a chess-like game Wrath, then we went for X-Men Dimension -I'm not sure, then last was Street Fighter Vs. SNK. I will miss that when they graduate. I will miss them too; Those days of meaningless but fun conversations, laughing at the silliest things, and... man, a lot! My former band finally has a new vocalist. I don't regret getting out because I've found new things to get busy with. It wasn't easy turning them down but I lost interest so that's it. I'm officially solo. I wish them well. I just don't like practicing with a band anymore, the time to be spent there can be use to do some other things that are more important to me. I'm sorry friends.

I finally woke up and ready to work on realizing my dreams. This is my year and nobody can ever take it from me.

ANIMO LEVY!!!