Know Me. Love Me

I just can't help but get sick of people and things that never changed. A friend was right about me, I can't stand routines. I need changes and I need it right now. I don't have to tell people anything or even explain myself. If they think I'm in to my lunacy again, so be it. I just thought of writing something just now. Maybe they'll have a clue, if they read this post. I even had it on my Friendster profile, if they should know. I'm just so sick of being paranoid about what people think, not that I really care but it still bothers me. I'm not really sure why. But let me tell you all: 1) FORGET ME AND I WON'T REALLY MIND... 2) STICK WITH YOUR FRIENDS; I'M NOT ONE OF THEM SO STAY AWAY FROM ME 3) DON'T GET TOO CLOSE, I MIGHT DESPISE YOUR PRESENCE 4) YOU CAN'T CHANGE ME UNLESS I WANT IT AND DO IT MYSELF 5) I'M NOT AS DEPENDABLE AND RELIABLE AS YOU THINK, I CAN LEAVE YOU SUSPENDED IN MIDAIR WHEN I GET TIRED OF YOU 6) STOP MAKING ME SICK WITH YOUR NONSENSE, I JUST MIGHT THROW UP ON YOU 7) NEVER THINK YOU KNOW ME PERFECTLY WHEN ALL YOU KNOW IS MY NAME 8) WHEN I DO THINGS ON MY OWN, IT MEANS I DON'T NEED YOU 9) IF I'M NOT TALKING, IT SHOULD BE UNDERSTOOD THAT I DON'T WANT ANY CONVERSATION WITH ANYBODY 10) I'M BACK TO MY SICK OLD SELF SO NEVER THINK 'CAUSE YOU CAN CURE ME, YOU CAN'T Need I add more? That's all you need to know for now 'cause that's all I want you to know. Whoa! That felt good. It'd be better if I could only blurt that out on people's faces. Maybe then they will feel my pain or could they? What do they know? Nothing. Like what they are, They are NOTHING! I thought they could save me from myself but instead they're the ones killing me. They made the monster that I am, all they can do now is beware. I can be a disease that kills from the inside without them knowing it. Haha! Scared? You better be!