Stairway to Heaven

My day's been tiring but somehow I feel satisfied. It was worth all the wait and ngalay. For the first time in, I think, a decade I have once again entered the kingdom of GMA. I feel nearer and nearer to the man I love so. Aw! I felt a different kind of joy just being in that place. Anybody, please help me get hold of my sanity!!! Inhale. Exhale. While we were waiting outside the Holding Area, I can't help but stare at the whole building; That Main Gate is where he probably passes when he enters GMA. I can see the stairs where he probably climbs to get to GMA studios, one of the cars in the parking lot can be his. The sun shone warmly on my skin. Where could he be right now? I would love to know. What am I doing this PPS thing for? Him. If I get through it, I'll easily have my chance to meet him without much effort unlike in my state right now and even be one of his closest friends. I could just imagine. No auditions were scheduled for today but instead they conducted the registration and the orientation of first time auditioners. Man, I had a lot of fun. Not only am I in one of the places I wanna be but the persons who did the orientation is kalog. She also gave us tips to give us edge during the real audition. I have to go back in August 30 but I think I have to take either an advance or a special exam for the subjects scheduled for that day. The exam doesn't really worry me 'cause I have a lot of time to study but the thing is, I may have to go there alone because, as I've said, it's examination week. Anyway, I still have a lot to work on to look like a star so I have advantages when I go through the screening. God Bless Me! After the orientation, we went to KFC at Ayala Center to grab some lunch. It has also been years since I last went to any mall in Manila. I was born there but I know near to nothing about the city. Haha! Doesn't matter! I'll get used to it again, one day. Anyway, after eating late lunch, we went to stroll. Man, almost or more than 2 hours of tireless, aimless walking after a big meal. My appendix felt like it would burst. Wah! But something good happened. Do you have an idea who we came across along the road? (I think I'm having trouble with my grammar again, I'm not sure if my the construction's right but anyway,) It's Japoy Lizardo. I only realized why he was there when I remembered that there was a Taekwondo competition happening at the activity area (is that what they call it?). He was with two unknown guys. I would not have recognized him immediately if my friend didn't tell me that it was him and I was like, "Oo nga noh?". Well, he's really cute but I think I'm a couple of years younger than he is so... Nevermind! Haha!

I got this from ala-ism.pansitan.net I stole some things today. Haha! I stole some pictures of Cogie today from websites without prior permission. I hope they won't get mad at me and forgive me I'll post it here. ^.^

I'd love to watch him sleep. There's also another picture of Cogie sleeping from Dawn's Friendster photos. Aw! He's cute! I'd love to kiss him while he sleeps... Aw!

I still far from being obsessed about him but I already am obsessed with what I'm feeling. Haha! I don't want to recover. I can't stay forever like this but I don't wanna understand the reason why I can't. It's so easy to fall for him but it's hard knowing this is as near as I can get for now. In case anybody has noticed, I'm saying almost the same thing in my every blog. Help me...

Weeeee....!!!