To the moon and back...

If moon's what you call that big sphere where the stars hang around, been there just now but it's not yet my time to stay. I just came home from Quezon City, GMA for my PPS audition. I had to wait before I could get in. I've also seen some celebrities and tv personalities while we were waiting outside. They were Ivan Mayrina, Rhea Santos, then another female anchor but I forgot the name, then Lhar Santiago, Mike Nacua, Wendell Ramos, Anna Leah Javier, Tessie Tomas, Tia Pusit and of course, Arsi Baltazar the PPS Audition Master. I also made new friends, Andro, Kimberly and another girl, I forgot the name again. This is the second time that I messed up in front of a lot of people, luckily none of them know me except those I just met today. I was scared and shaking like hell. I was grasping my breath and had to buy some drinks to calm myself. Well, I don't really feel bad about what happened today. I even feel more relieved that such burden was lifted from my back. I was not prepared to undergo that test but I still chose to go. Not that bad right? Atleast I tried to fight off my fright but I still lost my battle against myself. Nervousness and the airconditioning of the venue is taking over me. I was cold inside and out. I thought I was in for some heart attack. I don't really expect anything good when I'm nervous. Hearing "Thank you but I'm sorry" sort of set me free. I felt good the very second the sound waves hit my eardrums. All my worries seemed to have died out. Everything's just so light now... By the way, as i see it, I have once again misunderstood what the stars are telling me having it mistaken for something else. Like the PPS thing, the stars are telling me something and I have already assumed it's about it but with so many things I have under my belt, It could be one of it. Maybe I'll have to think things over... I have to put off the PPS plan aside for now. I still have a lot of activities in line. No reason to be sad 'cause I didn't really work hard for it though I made some sacrifice like giving up some hours of my sleep for the day just to attend that audition. Oh, well. I believe it's God's will and He has better things for me. Anyway, up next... KTS, and Palad. Hmm... It's not the end, actually everything's just beginning. Trust me, you'll see.