Wits and Focus

So, how do I start? Today's one fine day. I failed to submit my overdued article project for Retorika but I don't really mind. One of my *crushmates greeted me on my way to the faculty. :-) We went for screening for KTS. I had a lot of fun with the band. Yes, you read it right, I'm back with the band. I went for my first rehearsal last Wednesday after a few months of stagnation. I just felt a need for change. I was hell nervous. I think my voice was shaking and hitting offkey but the others said it was fine. I hope we could get in 'cause that would mean a lot to me since... uh, well. I dunno. I just wanted to perform in KTS. Louie was ever goofing around, dancing and telling jokes. I also met new faces, not that I haven't seen them before but hat was the first time that I got that near to them like Larry who is currently the bassist of the Lasallian Pop Band and the funny guy (didn't get his name) who is the vocalist of Zealots. I also seen Rex whom I've only seen, if I remember it right, thrice since the semester began and he's still the cutie that he is when I first met him, Oui! I also got good news to share which I think I can be proud of, Jhay-Ar's band, Adea, is representing the school for Nescafe's Soundskool Battle of the Best College Bands, Rex is still with them, so is Narsi. The Zealots (Louie O's band) already has an album, Mark (Anna's boyfriend) is playing for drums for Ewige Sorge (Oh, yes! We're alive again) and Cresta (from COE) joined us and is also in vocals, Felson's also auditioning for PPS. Almost everything feels right though I feel depressed for reasons that I do not understand and I prefer isolation most of the time like when going home. Maybe I needed to sleep during my ride home or I need to think. I hope those who have observed can understand. The lone wolf is in me again. The stars are at it again, telling me to go forward towards my goals and heck! I'm listening. I just need to focus, use my wits, trust my guts, utilize my talents, and thank God. I hope everything turns out fine even if there will be twists that might not meet expectations. I'm hoping for the best this semester, this year. Two more exams and one more term and I'm of for vacation. I can hardly wait...