Adrift in Backstreet Bliss

I had so much in mind to write last night but I forget everything. I forgot what to remember... Hmm... Have I already written these:

I have never love anybody or anything as much and as long as I have, the Backstreet Boys? Yeah! Now I remember. I was watching this clip from an Extreme Makeover Home Edition that guested BSB. Tanya, one of the designers/ hosts backstage in one of their concerts, grabbed some stuff off their custumes and accessories and a copy of their Record Sales Award to put to the girls room and they even sang a part from Crawling Back to You for her. Man, one lucky girl! What do I have to give to have that chance? But of course, I prefer to meet and greet them, talk to them, take some pictures and take some songs. I'll try my luck... I have ways and I know this is for me... I have waited so long and I am waiting still but I will never run out of hopes till I get what I want and love... Yeehah!!!

Death everywhere. I am not being so affected by the death of Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire movie but, yes, it got me. All forms of death depresses me and touces me in some way. There's no such thing as Untimely death, I believe but we are too weak to accept that everything's meant to be and we can't do anything but be impotent and ask ourselves, "Why does it have to be so soon?". My spirit is at high unlike those days I had before but physical death is everywhere. I've watched so much murder on tv, suicides articles on school papers and magazines... blah-blahs... and now... Natural death, not that dying of a certain sickness is natural but atleast it didn't have to be brought about by other human beings to another; I had it confirmed from one of our department's faculty that the death of Ms. Vigith Herrera was indeed true. She gave birth to a couple-of-months old baby last Semptember, she had 3 attack [not sure if of the heart but I was told she didn't have any history of heart disease] before she got into coma then eventually died. Then just this week is Eddie Guerrero's death. He died of heart failure due to drinking and drug use and excess. I haven't read the whole article off the WWE site about the result of his autopsy but the first paragraph almost says it all. All we could do now is pray for him and all those we've lost before him, stars or not, those souls that needs our prayers that we may help them move on from this world to a better place where they should be, wherever that is.

I can't wait and now I've watched it! Daniel Radcliffe's a lot more gorgeous now plus, I have a new crush: Stanislav Ianevski as Viktor Krum, Robert Pattinson as Cedric Diggory, and, Fred and George Wealey but I didn't catch their name. Nyeeh! I'll be writing a different entry for that so you just wait, okay?

The Christmas Tree I've grown out of a paper and a chemical is now pulvurized. Haha! I've waited for it for a 2 days, It've grown and now I've destroyed it. But I will not destroy with0ut taking pictures. I would have loved to post the Before and After of the tree but I still have no uploader so you guys and I have to wait... Pft!

That'd be it for now, let's call it a night. Sleeping time. Sweet dreams everybody! I'll sleep right after I finish my BSB video and brushing my teeth. So, mwah! mwah!