The countdown is on...

Ilang tulog na lang, dadating na sila!

Today is kind of a fine day. I don't think I've experienced any hassles today. But one thing almost killed me of shame... Nilibre ako ni Ma'am Trixie ng pamasahe. Nakakahiya. Sobra. That's why I hate meeting people I know when traveling chances are they pay for my fare and I'm not actually included in their daily budget. Nyiiii! I think that was the second or third time this school year. One was one rainy day with Carlon. I don't really like owing my fare to somebody else and I don't have the guts to do that unless they may be the closests of my close friends and that will be of mutuality or out of a joke, that what you call KANCHAW. I've always known what to do: sit near the driver, pay AGAD the moment you step in the jeep and you have to draw your money from where it is real fast. This one came really unexpected. Nakakahiya talaga. Then the other day, I was too sleepy to concentrate in my classes. I woke up at 3am then I wasn't able to go back to sleep then I was drowsy all morning and the subject that suffered the most was my LAN class. I didn't catch a thing the teacher said. I was trying to stay awake and I know the teacher saw my eyes drooping. I was scibbling whatever he wrote on the board but I ended up with inelligible curves with a very few recognizable entities of the human alphabet. We're having a quiz tomorrow and hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupulutin. I tried to look the lesson up the internet but I'm not feeling it. I just have to leave it to fate. I failed that subject because I came in to class the second week and I have missed a few requirements but I hope I make up for it this midterm. I don't wanna fail any of my subject 'cause I'm reserving my summer for other subjects so I can have more free time in my fourth year to get the things that have to be done done.

Almost everything's set though I still haven't gotten over the fact that I'm settling for the 3k seats when I could've gotten myself front row. The next time they come back, I promise I'll be ready. Facts. Facts. Nobody will spoil you unless you do it yourself. It's nobody's responsibility to get me the things I want but though I believe I deserve it, no one should've made me feel they can give it, everything I want, to me. Well, if you really wanna give me sonething I didn't really have to ask. I'm being bitter and it's killing me. What can I do?

Anyway, I already asked Alvin for the camera and he thought I was asking for a video cam. That was cool but it'll be hard to keep from sight. I told him I just need a digicam. But imagine just how cool that would be but the distance between me and the stage... And the seats I'll be getting for myself... I'm not sure If I can get a good view... I pray... Please hear me...

Luis PMd on my YM and I got it on my phone since I logged my mobile in. I tried to add him on my list and he denied my request. Nyeeek! Ano kaya 'yun?!

Aw, I'm hungry and I'm sneezing hard... Pft?!