Kaboomie!

Friendster Horoscope for January 1, 2006 Cancer (Jun 22 - Jul 22) The Bottom Line Money does NOT make the world go around, as will become apparent to you today. In Detail Love, love, love and love -- oh, and romance, too. Plenty of it. While 2006, like any other year, will keep you busy with the usual assortment of ups and downs, surprise and routine, you can also expect your favorite state of affairs to keep you the busiest: the affection, attention and respect of those you love. Of course, it's exactly what you deserve. You've been passing it out, and it's your turn to receive your fair share in return. It starts today. Happy New Year! Get up early and start passing out hugs.

Actually, I was thinking of that last night. I've let so much on that aspect pass me by and maybe it's about time to help myself with these things. The year 2005's been happy and lonely at the same time. I seem to be drifting in my dreams all my life and not having what I really want. I have cared so much for other things but not myself. I'm thinking things through... I'll definitely have it, for real, when it comes.

*Trumpet sounds* HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! A few days to go and the concert'll be up. But that forecast above doesn't make my need for money any less. I'm making every possible move I can make to get that ticket but don't make me elaborate. Think positive. Think positive. That's all I wanna do for now but if my measures won't work, I don't know what will.

Remember what I wrote about being out of people's lives? I was texting with one of the people I was talking about and it made me think... Should I still try to be part of his life? Heaven know what i did to him and what I've been doing to myself since than and it just feels wrong. Nothing feels right. I think I need him but at the same time I think I don't. Now, tell me which is which.

I made some changes in my blog's look and feel... I'm feeling it! Gotta have something new for the new year, eh?

2005's been good to me though it had its own sweet cruelty. I started the year sulking and as the year had its twists and turning points, the year end with anticipation. I'm so in for the thrill of '06 and I'm UNSTOPPABLE! How ever on earth this years turns out to be, I can't tell just yet but like the years that came and went before it, I will be living it full time, full force, and to the fullest. The new year will be an awefully BIG adventure. The Doctor's taking a Wild Ride this year!

I believe school's up this Wednesday and my sleeping pattern is ruined and I have to adjust all over again.

Gotta go!