Dream on

I intentionally missed my first class in the morning but I did not intend to have a stomache ache. Rice porridge and a bottle of Powerade happens to be not a good combination for breakfast. Well, it served me well though. I used it as an excuse to skip class. That class ruined my morning last Friday. I was tired walking from Gate 3 to the basement of CBA then when I stepped in, there was a substitute teacher leading a morning exercise, breathing exercises. I was disgusted! I didn't got there to exercise and if you think walking a few meters to get there is tiring, the more it is to endure such lame class. Also, I don't feel like attending and get annoyed by other people's unwanted suggestions, comments or whatsoever and I haven't done yet what was asked of me since I don't feel like doing so. Heck!

Anyway, after breakfast I changed to my uniform and went back to sleep. Like an hour or so, and guess what. I dreamt of kissing Brian. Nyaaah! Right, Brian of BSB. Then I remembered, today's his birthday and exactly one month when I first saw them. Maybe I should count the days until they come back again.

And, oh, Happy birthday, Brian! I was happy not to have seen the lame interview the MYX VJs gave. Sorry but describing things as lame is becoming a habit since that is how they appear in my eyes. I was pretending to interview them while I was on my way to school today. Of course, only in my head. I've seen a lot of their interviews since they were officially back and they were being asked the same questions, Wudda?! Well, except for those wacky shows where they get to "play".

There seemed to be a lot of cute guys everywhere today. First was this guy inside the jeep who's a schoolmate. I wish I got his name but he covered his ID well when he got down. He must've known I was looking at him through the mirror opposite where we sat. I only got the initials R.B. and of course his photographic facial details in my mind just in case I see him again. I must be dreaming too much but I think he gently kicked my foot to maybe get my attention, I don't know. We sat so close together, I can imagine him intentionally rubbing his arms to mine. Man, he's so cute that I can't help but consciously daydream. Then my crushmate, err, classmate in Data Structures. He's a freshman but who cares, I still like him. He sits at the exact opposite of where I sit at the other side of the room. I'm on the left and he's on the right. I can't help but pretend to see him steal glances of me from the corner of his eyes. Asa ka, Levy! Hahaha... I love it! I love it! Then, this cute guy from Friendster who sent me a message that says, Cute mo ah! Yihee! Flirty me, I replied, Naman! Nagba-blush na ko!. Ahaha! *Covers face with a fan and eyelashes battling* Weee! He used to be my playmate in Gunbound. Then the Florida guys who sent me winks and messages in GothicMatch also replied. Awweee! I feel really cute that someone far away from where I am appreciates me even if it was only a picture. Oh, me likey! This crush thing is making me look like a nerd but I love it!

My cousins are coming today, I just hope they aren't bringing strangers with them. I don't want to share my habitat with a lot alien creatures. It alters the Ecosystem. The autistic in me finds new faces disturbing and the animal in me finds new scents aggravating. And you don't want be disturbed and aggravated. My tolerance is as short as a lion's and my territorial instinct doesn't need scent marks to be triggered. Haha! Freaky? You oughta be freaked out 'cause I mean it... Haha! Ayos ba?

Lazy day, lazy me...