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A friend said I'm obsessed with BSB, but I'm not... I'm lovesick! More people seem to punish me for that love. Well, here's what: 1. BSB is not the only reason why I quitted the band, 2. given a choice between BSB or them, Sorry but I'll wholeheartedly give my them up, 3. they do not know what BSB has done for me and my life so they can laugh all they want and it won't change a thing, 4. have they even had anything they love and value in their lives that they'd devote their life and love to? 5. my admiration is more than idolatry and the very word "admiration" says it all. Am I mad? No, I'm furious but I feel a bit better now. If I could only tell them my true reasons then they'll be hit by thundering silent slaps on their not-so-pretty faces.

I have just discovered a friend's lie. It took me some time to discover but I don't know much so I can't really blame her. If I've known earlier, I could have done something to make it a bit better for her. I shouldn't say anything more 'cause it wouldn't help anyway and the only way to help her is through prayer. I hope I don't forget...

On my way home, there were 4 market vendors inside the jeep I rode talking about robbers, snatchers, pickpockets and the like. It reminded me, isn't the Philippines a safe place for me anymore. I was enraged listening to them. I feel the adrenaline rush inside me as I imagine myself being in the situation. I am so blessed that I never get to ride with such shameless people. I love sleeping while I travel from home to school then back but I'm only half asleep. I don't totally dose off. But we can never really tell when such things will be coming, we just have to be ready. I can't imagine myself waking up, discovering I lost my stuffs, knowing that the only expensive thing inside my bag is my cellphone. But not-so-luckily, I have my share of having sat with, what I suppose as, maniacs. And knowning by instinct who I sit with or who I encounter, wherever I may be... I become paranoid. I always find myself in a Fight or Flight situation, and my Fight response is not always the warrior-type of fighting. I've always been silent, and most of the time use Stealth as a form of defense. Covertness often assures success. I've been in a holdup situation only once, in a jeep in Manila and I was little then and was with an adult. I looked intently on the robbers, even thought of acting as a hero and fight the bad guys, or be a star witness and point out the robbers... Can't help but let Epinephrine crawl into my veins. *Growls*

There's this song playing in my head. Alipin by Shamrock. I love the lyrics and the voice that sang it. That vocalist is so cute and CAN sing. I still haven't got a clue about him but I really like him. I asked Patrick to upload the song to his phone so I can send it to my mine through Bluetooth, thank God he has an uploader and he's also in DSL like Amor, Me, Matt, and Renan. I love GMA for making it the Love Theme for Jewel In The Palace! I love the Jang-Geum! I love Jeung-Ho! I love Jewel in the Palace! I love Shamrock! Haaaayyy...

He's forgotten me! I guess this is'll be our REAL goodbye...

I'm currently having problems with writing. I've read my last two posts and some sentences are missing some words and I get letters mixed up. I think something's wrong with me. I usually have problems on organizing my thoughts but I always knew how to spell and compose them. Weird world, this really is.

It's still a battle for ratings, isn't it? Haha! I applaud Sir Joey de Leon for what he did. I love it when people fight against those who do them wrong. As you can read, I'm so much into Philippine Showbiz esp. my Kapuso Station and the people in their. I love 'em and I'm taking their side. Yun lang!

Still no word about Cogie. I haven't met him yet but I miss him. We are two worlds apart but I'm not losing hope. Thank God that my friend is his friend's friend. Some connection, huh? So, what they say is true: We are all connected to each other by 6 degrees and in my case, it's less than 6.

Another day of random thoughts, just hope I made sense...