Life. Life? Life!

Yesterday's highlight is the tireless walking. Just imagine, I walked from Gate 3 to the CBA building's 3rd floor, then down six floors to the basement (Oh, yes!), then up three floors again to get out of the building then run to GMH, then back to CBA building, then up to the 4th floor. Haha! I thought I was going to miss my Sociology test. I got the wrote the wrong room assignment on my test schedules, I ran up to the wrong room then went where I can check the right schedule. Haha! That was so dumb of me, must be my absent-mindedness but thank God I made it. Whew! So far, my performance is quite good, not that I'm sure I'm going to pass but I feel good. Though being hungry gave me a head ache. It's nice that I didn't take my last Math subject this semester, that would've made the exam week -as everyone calls it, HELL WEEK.

Friendster Horoscope for February 1, 2006
Cancer (Jun 22 - Jul 22)
The Bottom Line
With all the activity in your life, daydreaming provides an easy, harmless vacation.
In Detail
Ready to take off? To actually leave 'home base' and venture outward? Sure you are. Well, the heavens have agreed: It's time for you to get away, so if you're ready to get away, choose your partner and make some plans -- loosely speaking, of course. You may not be able to go right now, but if you start making your plans, you'll feel as if you're already on your way.

I just love what the stars are telling me. Good days are coming up, I already have it here in my head, what could possibly ruin my positivity. I've been pretty lazy after that concert last January 20th but atleast I'm back to the simple, laid-back, lazy-go-lucky me. Haha! I'm not always happy so just let it be "lazy". I love it that way. It seems like the first time in a few months since I last went to hangout with the guys yesterday. I was always never good at DotA but just being there with them, laughing at my stupidity and admiring their being good players gives the F-U-N to it. Awww...

Who needs a boyfriend? I don't. Atleast not for the moment. A friend asked me yesterday if I currently have one, I said I don't, he said, "Kawawa ka naman, walang nanliligaw sa'yo", I told him, Not relly ("'di rin!"). Haha! I'm not sure if I told him I'm happy. Guys or people having their first girlfriends and boyfriends can't help but be so naive, can they? They think it's really essential to human existence to have potential lifetime partners, but you can't really tell them that being alone doesn't make you unhappy or being unnoticed makes you less happier. I'm so proud of myself that I've found a reason to be happy without having to have a boyfriend but THEY don't understand that. Okay, we have different personalities, wants and need, feeling and those stuffs but do they really have to convert me to embrace their outlook in life? I therefore conclude that they do not know themselves like I know mine. They haven't explored secret corners in their heads, and haven't yet discovered what will make them complete aside from LOVE, or what other things they value and love, where they get love from. Yeah, it sounds autistic but this one of the things I've learned being the shy, aloof, elusive, loner child that I was. Now, I have my circle of friends, I once had a lovelife, but I have a separate for my self alone. Back then, I would play alone because I was never trained to mingle with people, even my teacher would have a problems with me because I wouldn't want to work in a group, young that I was I felt self-sufficient. Maybe it bad trait now as I've grown up and still exhibitit but that is how I was, how I still will be because that made me who and what I am now.

Have I said too much already? Haha! Actually, that felt good. Writing, or in this case blogging, is only a few of the outlets I have to relieve myself of my burdens whatever it is. I'm not a straightforward person, I am not tactless (or not directly), I do not say everything I have in my mind, straight, then and there. In short, I'm introverted. Not that I am not good in conversation, I just don't like people knowing what's inside me head like they can steal my thoughts and ideas. I read other people's actions, thoughts and words (between the lines), but I don't let them do the same to me. I want to stay as mysterious as the dark side of the moon (Hehe... got that line from a song from Mulan). That makes me feel COOL.

Now, you've read this part of my personality maybe I'm not so mysterious anymore but admit it, you've only learned a little when there still is a lot... Haha! Ciao!