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It's sad to see people fall apart not because they've ran out of love but they have to be taken away from each other to seek better grazing grounds. I was witness to this sad event last night. Last night will be their last kiss, last embrace or atleast for now. They aren't my friends but I think I felt their pain. There will be no certainty to this kind of love story. It has nothing to do with me but it hurts when you know more than you ought, this is reality and I just hope it doesn't end here for them.

On the 28th will be my first year of blogging. Reading back on my first few post, I made no sense at all. I needed to write something but find organizing my thoughts to be tough. Who cares, nodody's reading my posts anyway? Even if somebody does, except for some of my friends, they wouldn't let me know. Haha! I write these things, and if nobody would want to read, I'll read it for myself. Who needs readers? Haha!

The club meeting went on without me yesterday. As much as I would've wanted to be there, I'm geographically and financially challenged at the moment though I did manage to treat myself to KFC Chicken Steak last Friday. I would've prefered to get a Chicken Tempure but I would've needed the wait of 10 minutes. I have new plans now. Back to my old plan of making Friday, a Jollibee Day though it wouldn't always be Jollibee for me 'cause my tongue may crave a certain taste that day and I have to take something else. This is one of the simple things that make me happy.

Been infront of the computer for more than 5 hours yesterday and I suffered headache last night. I wanted to stay up all night but my head just won't let me. I took medicine and cooked soup to go with it and slept. I woke up by 2:30 am and I tried getting back to sleep. It took me some time like an hour because the moon shone so bright straight to my face, from the window like a street light. Thoughts ran in my head, thought you wouldn't even wanna think about then when I got back to sleep, I had a nightmare. It was something like doom, there were different creatures I've never seen before everywhere, I hardly remember everything but I can clearly remember this song with its dreadful melody, I even heard myself saying the lyrics, and it sounded like Marilyn Manson's. I hate that guy, I hate his music, I hate his philosophies, I hate the whole of him but he's a lost soul, we who aren't should know better but understand. Has he fallen? I know not but will he ever rise again from the darkness he has placed himself into? Heaven knows.

Twenty more days in school, that is four weeks or a month but I still feel lazy to do anything. I have a choice not to go on with this anymore 'cause I passed most of my subjects in the Prelims and Midterms - not that I didn't the others subjects but I was not informed if I did - and not going on with the Finals won't fail me. Aaahhh! Lazy. Lazy. Lazy.

Yay! We're back to Encantadia and Etheria's over though I'm still not sure if I'm going to watch it like I did before.

I haven't met him yet but I miss him. RG got the CB role and I hate it. i bet it's gonna be lame again. Haha! Goodluck, RG!

Realizations here and there, all over again... Love it, hate it, but I have to be it...

Good day, everyone!