Straight thinking

I knew it! I knew it! Cogie didn't leave at all. He's just "in hiding". I wanna see him because I read that he's been building his body and changes are already visible. I wish I can see him in person. I already have connections but they just can't help me. Now I have a problem. The PC is not reading my old diskettes and it has my oldest Cogie collection. I've kept them since I was in highschool. I just want to tranfer them, nevermind the diskette. I'm not sure if the problem is the floppy disk drive because it said: A:\ is not accessible. No ID address mark was found on the floppy disk. Or is it the old diskettes. Aw! No, please! Heaven forbid it.

Again, I saw alot of cutenesses today. Aaawweeee!

Nothing much to share but being so fed up with school work, I just wanna rest, but something makes me stay. Must be shame, must be will, must be something else but I really deserve a rest. A lot to do but when I find time, I just can't think of where to start. I end up doing nothing. I've heard myself say that line before. I'm just... exhausted but not really.

Alert : There was no intruder. Wahaha! Thank God.

I'm afraid I'm going to miss the BSBFCP Grand Launch. I still have no money for that. I still have debts to settle, school projects to throw money on to... Man! Sucks but I have to deal with it first before anything else. I just have to set my mind to work and to save. I just feel lazy, too lazy to get anything done. Lazy me, uh oh!

I got my sign. Remember the one-week deadline I set on my last post? Well, I got a missed call from him last Sunday. I was thinking last night what might he up to. I came to conclude that I've shrank from Love of his life to nothing more than just a side dish. Haha... I'm just not used to not having him behind my back. I'm not possessive, just wanna feel secure that I'd still have him though not really mine. My emotions are really messed up right now. Thoughts of summer vacation is so intoxicating that I want to have it this early but I still have a room to clean, five subjects to pass, lies to keep (I love this one!)... I can't even organize the thoughts I'm writing. Blah-blah, I hope I'm giving you a sense of sense.

I have once again escaped and saved myself from unrighteous anger. Stealth has always been the answer! I don't wanna do things for other people anymore, I've been missing a lot for myself. I can't even find time to do what I love doing but I do find time for sleep.

Same things all over again, lost faith in people. I know who's been lying, I seem to see through pretentions, I doubt people's intentions... A bit vague but I do know what I'm talking about. Like the rest of them, I'm pretending to like what's happening, I try my best to elude every unlikeable circumstances in my way... Blah-blah! What am I saying?

Still can't think straight.

By the way, I'm considering a new layout for my blog. I'm just too lazy to get started.