Full moon, Earth tide, sleepless night. Wednesday night is tough. The moonlight shown full force down on me through my window. I wanted to sleep early so I can go to school 30 minutes before the time so I can 'do' my Physics assignment but no matter how early I retired that night, I still rolled in and out of my bed for a good 2 hours. I love the full moon and it loves me too as I see it. Since childhood the moon's been affecting me; if I'm not into a big headache, I'm hyperactive, or I'm lonely, but one thing that never fades: I'm always sleepless. Seems like she [La Luna/The Moon] wants me to stay up with her, and wait till she falls to sleep before I do. Aw, tough love! Ahaha!

It took some 45 minutes before my Physics let me out and attend my seminar. Heck! I didn't actually fail to do my assignment. Buti na lang. Anyway, today's seminar is good. One of the things that one of the speakers said that left a mark in my head: In picking a course to take in college, you should not choose one just because you'll someday make a living out of it, but chose the one that will complete you as a person [Piliin mo ang kursong bubuo sa pagkatao mo]. It made a lot of sense because the speakers that day finished Commerce and Psychology but ended up doing what they have passion for, Literature. They did study for Literature too, even had their Doctors Degree, but my point is I know now why I'm here. You'll never enjoy it if you went for something for the wrong reasons. I took Computer Science because I want to be a digital artist, 3d animator, web designer... etc. and though I shifted to IT the mission of my quest still remained. I also wanted to take Fine Arts and Psychology but they'll have to wait for financial reasons. Hehe. That was my fourth Palad seminar [Felson was there too, and we talked about a lot of things, including the meaning of our names, and had some bonding. I haven't seen him for a while and I think he's graduating this March. so sad!] and I'll be back for my last again next year.

Friday: As usual, the seminar started late but it was worth the wait. To cut it short, i enjoyed everything about it especially watching the short films. I'll just write more when I remember.

Saturday: My brother brought some nasty kids he call his friends home to drink and get wasted.Ew!

Cogie sang in SOP for Iza Calzado's birthday and greeted her, and she greeted him too. But it's as if he wasn't there. Pero good news, they're celebrating his birthday next week. Sayang lang wala akong recorder. buti na lang nanood ako ngayon ng SOP. Ang saya ko tuloy, hehe.

Don't have much to say, I'm just tired of my S.A.D. groupmates. I'm thinking of going solo but I haven't decided yet. I have no future, or in their case, a grade, if I keep hanging on to these monkeys. Friendship is not enough to make you pass a subject. I'm not liking it a bit.

Okay, that'd be it for now.