Click!

Already got my new phone, a Sony Ericsson K700i. Well, it's just second hand but it's better than not having anything. I bought it from the mall and not from Philip. The afternoon when I told him I already brought the money, he said he's having second thoughts about selling his phone because he might not like the phone his aunt is sending him from the States then he called later at night but I told him I already have one. Haha!

Backstreet's back, alright! I already have the songs included in their Never Gone album which was never released in the Philippines and I'll try something to send them to my phone because I do not have the gadgets to get it done. Still haven't got a copy of Zealots' song 'cause I haven't seen Luis last Friday when we were supposed to meet. Darn you, Luis!

I guess that'd be it for now. I don't have much to say. But I'm a lot finer now than I was during my last post. Haha, must be the moon. Bye, Peopz!

Ouch!

Things are coming as a shock to me lately. Things will get better but still hurts. The stars are true when they say that... well, never mind. The pain comes from within and it hurts so bad, I can't lie and pretend I'm happy. Today's Marlon's birthday and he invited the class to celebrate with him at Rhea's like last year and this is the second time that I cannot join them. We had practice for GA last year so I wasn't able to spend time with the peopz on his special day but this year is totally different. I don't wanna spoil their day.

By the way COS GA was hell of a mess. I wasn't able to sing my solo but I was able to do back up for Cresta's solo. Darn, sucks! My effort in practicing the song last Saturday was somehow wasted. Singing in the rain isn't a bad idea but not to sing at all. Turns out that I've shrunk from being the soloist to just being the back-up vocalist. I appreciate what the back-up singers do for the star singers but I would have appreciated it even better if I had a chance to be the singer too. COS sucks. I seem to be getting used to all the shame and I've been putting myself into it whenever I'm performing for COS. I loved KTS though the time slot given to us wasn't that nice but COS... You have no idea how sick I am of them. I talked to Alvin about it and he went to the people responsible but they can't accept that they were very wrong. And those dang punks, "Any Given Day". They didn't show up when they should've and we had no choice but play at the time scheduled for them but they were still allowed to play and they closed the show, talk about fairness and professionalism.

Anyway, life is still good. Tomorrow (finally!) I'll be having a new phone because Philip's selling his phone to me because he'll be having a new one from his aunt in America. I was glad he thought about me first because his mom already talked to someone who wants to buy the phone. What a relief from all the "sickness" I'm experiencing at this very moment. Thank God!

Patience is a virtue... Dug-u-dug-tak!

Hehe! We went to Mark's place to practice for GA. At first it was a like hell waiting for Vince and Jerome for 2 freaking hours. I came about 1:30pm and they came like almost 3pm... What the...? I took a stroll because I didn't want to knock at Mark's alone, I thought no one was there yet. When I came back, Mark's mom just came and asked me whom I was loking for and I told her it was Mark and he called Mark for me and he came out with Louie. That was relieving. 30 mins more and then Jerome and Vince came up. John is sick and he can't come. Sayang! Wawa naman, alagaan kita! They were texting Luis but he also cannot come. He didn't reply but a friend whom Mark called on the phone said he's at his girlfriend's place. Sayang na naman! Cresta also didn't come, she's rehearsing for Student Idol. So there was only 5 of us. I didn't think we'll have fun that we had. Everyone's in berserk mode. We shot another video and they have made a melody with a political lyrics. The way Mark sang the song we called "Oust" was funny because of all the making faces and voice changing. Haha! You should've been there! We also shot "Masaya" by Bamboo, the Vincent Kawayan version. We had some kind of bonding down there, I thought I'll be having muscles on my abs because of too much laughing. I'm loving every moment with those guys that I don't wanna think about the fact that next year will be their last year in college and they'll be leaving me behind. On the way to Imus because Louie is going to Lotus to swap his SIM card, he and Mark were talking about their plans after college. Sigh! Wawa naman ako! Anyway, I think we'll be practicing again this Tuesday and John, Luis and Cresta will probably be there, I hope. I don't wanna miss a moment of being with them. I already lost half of my life when I shifted and had to leave my friends in ComSci, now I wanna spend every second that I can with my new friends. Memories will be the only thing left for me when they graduate. I don't know what will happen to me after next year. Well I still have friends that will be left, they aren't graduating yet, but these guys are different. Haay! Let's stop this Senti Mode! It just makes me sad. By the way, I haven't started the new layout yet because even when I get the time to do it, I still don't because laziness takes over but it's not that important so I guess that can wait. And you too. You should wait for my next post 'cause I'm outta here!

Wicked!

After the success of KTS 8 On Fire, Zealots had one bad night last night! They were invited to play for the CET General Assembly held at the grandstand. I came to watch. I waited below the grandstand, luckily I saw Luis going up so I asked him if I could come and then we went up to where they gathered. They had their slot mixed up because of a lot of circumstances, which includes the band Starfish --Spider's band. Louie was already in a bad mood because he thought they were playing early so he brought Khatz along. Luis' girlfriend, I think her name is Jenny, also came to watch but unluckily there was no show for Zealots. Starfish stole their slot! They even told the audience that Zealots is coming up. The guys decided to go home instead. The guys didn't really mind not being able to play but Louie is mad because Khatz has to get home early. So there... Before the show, I showed them the pictures I had Iam printed from Jerome's phone and they liked it. Louie wanted to ask for some of it but I said I'll be putting it on my scrapbook which until now, I haven't started yet. Har-har! Anyway, their playing again but this time, it's for COS. Hopefully things turn out good this time. We, too, are playing there. I hope they put us back-to-back with Zealots. I'm excited 'cause I'll be seeing John again on Wednesday and on Saturday too. We''l be rehearsing our new set. I wish his girlfriend won't come to watch but that seems impossible since she studies there. Sigh! Anyway, Levy has a new secret heartache. I just found out yesterday. Wanna know? Nah! Why should I tell you eh secret nga eh! Sucker!

Oops...

I've deleted some of my recent posts because of... I'm not sure how do you call that but the datails are mixed up... I'll just keep it in my head. Haha! I really wanted to share the joy I had but I can't put things in order. Maybe next time, I'll try to write things down the same day it happened so I won't forget and memories won't overlap each other. Thanks for reading anyway!

Something stupid happened and I don't know what. I lost the post I was typing an hour ago? Where the F*!@ is it now?

Spirit carries on...

I have just made a new discovery about Johnny Depp. Things I didn't think of reasearching before. He is in a band and he plays bass. Wow! He has a lot of tattoes. Has 2 children, Jack and Lily Rose. His real name is John Christopher Depp II. His birthdate is June 9, 1963, which makes him 42. And he has this look-alike, who's also a Hollywood actor by the name of Skeet Ulrich. But of course, it's not only Johnny Depp that I made a research on but Gary Oldman too. He's 47 because he was born on March 21, 1958. Accents his one his trademarks and gives him that edge to play different roles. He's sometimes listed in credites as Maurice Escargot, I wonder why. He met his new wife, after 2 others which include Uma Thurman, during his alcohol rehabilitation. His name is Leonard Gary Oldman. Aww... Why do the most gorgeous men have to be almost 3 decades older and married and have children. All I can do now is dream of these men...

Anyway, let them remain in my fantasy but I'm not losing hope of meeting them one day. But I have this prospect whom I have told you about in my last entry. I already got a picture of his from Zealots' Friendster account. I know I can only dream of being his girlfriend and I guess there's nothing wrong with that but then again, possibilities are endless. Haha!



The stars told me that I should work on what I want to do rather than what I feel I should do, and that includes what people expect of me. I guess it's right and about time to think of myself first. And... I don't know where to start, hehe!

I feel a craving again. I want to have a copy of Bram Stoker's Dracula [1992] DVD, the uncut version. Hell, I really feel I should have that one but I can't buy just yet because I have to buy a new phone first. The money I have, to buy the phone I want, isn't complete yet and I, again, have to wait. I fell in love with a vampire and I long so much to feel his bloody lips on mine. Haha! Gary Oldman was so good in that one. Enthralling is the best word to describe it and I have been under its spell for quite a long time now. Perhaps you understand now why I refer myself as a Prisoner of Eternity; I have this thing for thing that has something with eternity, immortality, forever. Maybe because it's lonely and I love loneliness and the thought of love that never dies. If anybody close to me would read this, I'm sure they will, they will think I'm creepy because I never talk about these things in front of them. But if you will read my works (the poems and stories I write and even those things I have inside my head *ehem! if you can read minds*) there's always something very... I can't think of the right word but you can call it anything you want. I'd love to tell you some more thing but I'm a bit sleepy now. I'll be tiring off to bed now with all my fantasies in my head, with all hopes to be part of it in my dream as I sleep. Goodnight, Earth!

Jingle all the way...

Haha! What kind of title is that, anyway? I can't think of anything else. Oh, well... This week's been long and busy and I'm glad it's finally over and I only have a few weeks left before semestral break. Almost done with the exams if it wasn't because of the President's surprise declaration of holidays. She's always like that. I hate it and I think she's doing that because of the wrath of people she has to face. But who cares about the president... I think I did good with my subjects though I submitted most of my projects for this term a little late and I missed some quizzes because of tardiness. Imagine having to be in school before 7am. But I've learned my lesson : I will never again enroll at any class that is scheduled 8am and earlier. I need to sleep longer than people think I do so I hope people would understand if I would reject invitations, miss opportunities, miss happening just when I'm sleepy. I just changed my clothes and slept immediately when I came home.

We went to Mark's place for rehearsal. It was really fun especially when I met the cute keyboardist, John. They played different songs in search of something for a "sound check". They thought of playing a church song but we thought that would be mockery and we might get our asses kicked off the stage and even the National Anthem. John was really good and I think he's really cute. I'm loving every second of watching him run his fingers through the keys. Haha! Cresta, too, thinks he's cute. But guess what I did to get near him... Haha! I sat beside him in Mark's car. Mark drove and his dad as a passenger with the rest of the band. Haha! I was bragging at Cresta because my left arm got near John's and we were like seating close beside each other. And earlier before that, we (Cresta) were laughing when we saw the underwear that Mark was wearing. Haha! But in fairness to Mark, his legs are nice. lot nicer than mine. Hehe! Naughty, huh? And in the car, Vince's girlfriend called and Jerome jokingly about his "other girlfriend" and then ave Jerome a dirty finger. I've never seen him like that before but I'm not really wondering since he learned to have vices because of his last girlfriend before his current. Oh, well...

No update on Cogie yet. What could be happening to him now? Aw... Before we went to Mark's we met at school. I came in early to submit the photos they required the KTS performers to pass. They must be using it for the Powerpoint presentation for the occasion just like they did before. The people at CSO think they're cool and asked where we had our photos taken and I said we were the only ones who took it, which is true. Then at the parking lot, Val and Patrick came to submit their interview video project. Then left after having a short chit-chat. They went to our new favorite watering hole, Virtus to play. I went to the canteen and grab myself cheesedog and rice while the others went to submit the photocopy of our registration forms to CSO (They are asking for a lot of things). After that we went to Rex's place to get Narci's guitar and there he was in his room alone with Jobelle (thier vocalist, and I think his girlfriend too), hmmm... Haha! Then off to Mark's.

I will be designing something for Zealots but I haven't started yet since I've been busy but I'll do it soon as I'm free. I still have more activities this coming week and I hopeto get them done and over with fast so I can finally rest in peace in my room and sleep without worries. My new layout is coming soon. I'm not sure if I wrote everything and if I wrote it right but let's call it a night. I just woke up and just finished eating my dinner/ midnight snack but I'll try to get some sleep now. Nighty, Y'all!

Here we come...

We made it to KTS. I got the good news just this afternoon from Jerome. Two tests more and I'm off to finishing the Final term. The weeks been busy with all these audition thingy, and lots of reviewing and I think it's about time to chill out. Not doing good with that PPS audition isn't really big thing and didn't hit me that hard 'cause I didn't really prepare for that. Maybe I'll come back again to give it one more shot and if I don't make it again, there's always next time. It just annoys me when people come up to me pitying me or feeling sorry for something I don't really mind. Maybe they're just expecting too much but it's really great to know that these people believe in what I can do and being there to show love and support though I, myself, doubt if I can make it. I'm not sure if I can go through the shame all over again but in another different instance. I'm planning to do a lot more before this semester's break. I don't really feel like blogging today but I needed to say that...

How do I chill out? Actually, I've just started the whole chilling out thing yesterday. I went with the guys when they played basketball. They brought in more people. There were Bogz (Randy's girlfriend), Ten-ten (their friend), Dada and Dave. Also there were Cresta, Anne (Wilbert's girlfriend) and Eunice (Micoy's girlfriend). Alvin and Rachelle came in late. Then after the game we went to Rachelle, Alvin and Wilbert's dormitory (theyy're all in one dorm) to hang out and take pictures for Cresta's picture essay project and Jerome also cooked the Pancit Canton we bought along the way. We were forever joking about "Cantonan". Everybody was laughing and you'll know everyone ahs their own green-mindedness. We also took scary and whacky pictures with Jerome's camera phone. Amor also forgot the video camera he used for his interview with Mr. Uy, the funny, chinky guy we interviewed for our JAVA project last year, so Alvin used it to shoot a video that starred Cresta while singing to MYMP's Sa Kanya. Haha! Everyone's doing something funny. Val has fever that cooled off when he had a picture taken with Elaine, Rachelle's dormmate. I miss that kind of fun. I'll try to ask Cresta for the negatives so I can have it recopied so I can have something new to post here.

I borrowed a book from the library last week and returned it today without having read anything, not even a part from it. I was too busy to take time to give myself a break. I know that is a good book. In The Words of Angels, it has 20 stories from Touched By An Angel. I love that show but it's been almost a decade since I've last seen it. Oh well...

Rest, rest... Here I come! Just wait for me!





Before I forget, I already have a picture of Adea, Jhay-Ar's band and their name was even misspelled. And I made something from Rex's picture. Hehe...