Smile from heaven

This world is one good man less. I confirmed it from Carlo that Sir Arnel Arce passed away. It's sad losing such wonderful human being but atleast he's done with the sufferings from this life. It's his time to go and wherever he is, I believe he's happy and it's way better there. We're not really close but I think we somehow made a connection. He's my favorite English teacher after Sir Greg. Heaven could use one more angel and you will be greatly missed..

Swim away, great Dolphin. You're free now.

This week's been emotional from getting the news of a friend's death very late, unreliable and... simply annoying, they are interrupting with my personal schedule and plans and one's getting on my last nerve because he won't cooperate. I know plans can fail but never expected it to be this bad, if I knew I would have chosen to do it myself. But happy fate, Saturday turned to be fun though tiring.

ABS-CBN is doing their shoots at our school again but this time I had strength [tibay at lakas ng loob, yeah!] to actually approach the celebs and ask them for a picture. Too bad, if I knew they were coming, I should've brought my "handy-dandy" that I really reserved for celebrity autographs. Anyway, atleast I was able to take pictures with them. You can check it out HERE.

Hearts are soaring, love is in the air and I'm still lovesick. Heck! I'm still crushing on Rafael Paterno III. Aw! I've been into chinitos lately. Haha! If you, reader, happen to know him, please tell him I said hi and I've been watching him whenever I see him in school. I can't help but stare. Cuteness ever1

A little more patience is what I need. Just a little more; I just have to get the defense, the projects and the final exam over with and then I can rest and plan plans again though I know it could just fail again. Heck! Things just have to change or atleast some of it. Dreams dreams and start building and mending my brokenness, maybe write some songs, create some work of art... whatever I just have to freshen up from this semester's dirt. I wish to somehow improve myself. Aw..

Back on track

Guess who's back on line?

Oh, wait! IT'S JUST ME! Hahaha! The home pc is back and working. I should have no more problems on working outside and spending my money on rentals. No new artwork or vanity photos just yet but there will be once I'm done with our projects and all the yadda-yaddas that goes woth it.

I had a very happy day today. There's this very cute guy who cut my hair [no, he's not gay!] at Edwin Samot. His name is Jerwin. His hair is dyed blonde, his skin is flawless, he's taller than I am, he's got beautiful hands, he's just... perfect for me. Haha. I'll be coming back for him on my next haircut. Aww, Jerwin...

Ok, I think I did well at the poem writing contest today, I wish I'd win but the results aren't coming until next week. oh, sweet victory. Nothing wrong about keeping your hopes up, right? I spent the afternoon with my friends/former blockmates. We had a a little party for Mike and Marlon's birthday. Almost everyone was there. Everyone's a camwhore. hehe. There was food, cameras, nonstop laughing, a few drinks, more laughs... Haha, enjoy! Hopefully, they upload the pictures soon.

Maybe, that'd be it for now. I need to take a bath and still have assignments to get done. Buh-bye!

Pass me by

First of all, I'm freezing. I'm in a computer shop outside school ad the aircon is just right behind me. Grrr...

Last week was a total bummer. I almost died out of boredom and disappointment. I missed two of the great opportunities in just a couple of days. Nice life but I believe I will get my chance next time.

I've seen the "episode" and that could've been me. Ouch! His eyes glittered over... Double the ouch.

Paranoia overdose. Some people have never really been that friendly from the beginning but now they're colder. I think I've done something but I'm not sure if that was the reason. A massive, major deadma crusade is disrupting my peace of mind. I know I shouldn't really mind since they're not even my friends and we're not close but maybe, just maybe someoe could have somehow informed me of what's happening. This is not the kind of murder I want to be in. If they didn't like what I've done or said, or I have offended them somehow they could have told me to resolve things. Maybe if I really mean it, I will apologize or I too mean to actually mean being mean I would just live the day, and face them with no remorse. F*ck! I don't even know what I'm saying. Now I miss my tropa so much. I hardly see them.

I'm seeing 2 movies this week to somehow relieve me of bummering and boredom, and lovesickness that really sucks. Also, groupmates being of no real help makes you want to go solo lazy as you are. And your dreams being put to indefinite delay. Nice life, what can be sweeter?

Lab exam later in Web Application Development. Javascript pogramming. Aw.

Gotta go now.

Unfortunate Slight

Muntik nang maabot ang langit if it wasn't for a stupid motherboard. You have no idea how much I've lost with this unfortunate event. Mami-meet ko na dapat siya! Kainis talaga. Opposing forces have their cunning way on altering my luck. Fulfilling the dream of finally meeting him has yet again been put to a delay. Still, I'm not running out of ways and hopes of making this life-long dream happen. Maybe it's not yet time, and fate wants me to imagine how it would feel like when it happens. Till then, I have to get ready. Awts!

I had so much to write about the past few days but I can't forever spend my daily allowance [baon] on computer rentals. I just have no choice. Kainis! I'll be back again when I have something new to write since I've decided to let the happenings of the past days just be past. Aw! Gulo! I have to go now, my second class starts at 12 and I don't want to be late and sing infront of class.

By the way, Cogie's back... I love!